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  An update on Englishman

  by Englishman in

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  thanks for all your good wishes.

  i printed them off and took them in for mike to read.

  he is looking great and disconnected from all the machinery etc.

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  Thanks for the update. Sending positive thoughts of a speedy recovery!
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  I dont pray anymore.

  by Stefanie in

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  i havent prayed in years.

  i quit praying while i was still going to meetings.

  i stopped praying when my elder ex would pack the kids in the car and say if i didnt go to the meeting then i wouldnt see them again.

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  Please don't waste any more energy on feelings of guilt. Do what feels right to you.
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  Our Ginger and Rainbow Bridge.... :(

  by Sentinel in

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  i have been remiss in posting any updates on my home situation, with my husbands health issues.

  and now, another stressful event has occured, and our beloved "ginger" (three year old cat) will be put to sleep on the 29th.. hubby has been undergoing test after test, and meanwhile has been admitted to the hospital here twice.

  the first time was related to the growth in his chest and his ventral hernia; the second time was due to a seriously infected cat bite.

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  So sorry to hear of your loss Sentinel. My thoughts are with you.
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  Bad Nitrous Trip . . .

  by carefully faded in

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  i just had the strangest experience at the dentist.

  i went to have a cavity filled and the dentist gave me nitrous - as usual.

  i have taken nitrous at the dentist many times with really good results.

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  Thanks for the replies everyone. I don't think my dentist gave me too much nitrous. . . I've been going to him for years - never a problem before. He keeps a record of the levels he has given me in the past and he always uses the same amount. In fact, he brought it down to the lowest level possible, and that was still way too much for me. He's a very nice man and I really don't think he was trying to cover up.

  SpunkyChick, I did some research on the internet after my experience, trying to get information to help me understand what happened to me. I was surprised to find several websites that sell nitrous to the recreational user . . . however, it is illegal and I would never recommend illegal, recreational use of nitrous!
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  Bad Nitrous Trip

  by carefully faded in

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  i just had the strangest experience at the dentist.

  i went to have a cavity filled and the dentist gave me nitrous - as usual.

  i have taken nitrous at the dentist many times with really good results.

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  Liquidsky, I'm so sorry you had a similar experience! It's so scary - and so weird that we both had never had a problem before. I probably will use it again, but I'm going to be really careful and pay attention to how stoned I become. My first clue should have been that I was feeling it pretty strongly on the first inhalation.

  Thanks for sharing your experience.
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  Bad Nitrous Trip

  by carefully faded in

  1. jw
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  i just had the strangest experience at the dentist.

  i went to have a cavity filled and the dentist gave me nitrous - as usual.

  i have taken nitrous at the dentist many times with really good results.

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  Wow, hang in there Jessie. Make sure you are cleaning out the pockets carefully. I didn't do a great job of cleaning while they were healing (since it hurts), and I got a nasty infection - for which the dentist prescribed penacilin (spelling?) . .. to which i found out I am extremely allergic to . . . so I was "getting sick" while I could barely open my mouth . . . ripped the stiches, etc. All could have been avoided if I just used the syringe properly and cleaned out the pockets. So, please learn from my mistake - you'll be feeling better soon.
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  Bad Nitrous Trip

  by carefully faded in

  1. jw
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  i just had the strangest experience at the dentist.

  i went to have a cavity filled and the dentist gave me nitrous - as usual.

  i have taken nitrous at the dentist many times with really good results.

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  I just had the strangest experience at the dentist. I went to have a cavity filled and the dentist gave me nitrous - as usual. I have taken nitrous at the dentist many times with really good results. In fact, nitrous has turned me from being extremely afraid of going to the dentist, to a person who looks forward to fillings because I get to have a little nitrous - and enjoy a legal high.

  But this time, the effects hit me almost immediately (within two breaths) and I was tripping hard! I remember noticing the tiles on the ceiling looked like the ones at my orthodontist's office (from when I was about 13). Then my life experiences literally flashed before me in what seemed like 10 seconds and then it was as though I came from the sky and landed in my orthodontist's chair. The weird part was that I had this ephiphany that was so real . . . .It was as though the effects of the drug wore off, I was thinking clearly again, and that I "realized" I was still a 13 year old, and that I had only imagined all my life experiences (from 13 until present) while on nitrous sitting in my orthodontist's chair. It's hard to explain . . .

  Then I hear my dentist repeating my name over and over again, but I couldn't come out of it. He was calling my name for quite a while, but I could barely move and I couldn't respond. I felt extremely nausous and finally signaled that I wanted the nitrous turned off. Then he was calling my name again. 'The weird part was he had only just started the filling. I told him I didn't want anymore nitrous - and went through the filling process half in and out of consciousness.

  When he was done, I was a little more coherent and asked him what happened. He said my eyes had glossed over and that he thinks I fainted. We talked about how I never had this reaction to nitrous before, and he told me that he gave me the same amount as usual. In fact, he said he had taken it down to the lowest setting and I was still too out of it. He explained that nitrous reacts differently on different people and differently each time you take it. If you're under a lot of stress, or your metabolism is high, you could be more sensitive to it.

  Anyway, I've been home now for about an hour and I'm still pretty queasy.

  Has anyone else had weird experiences on nitrous? I'm afraid to use it again!
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  Bad Nitrous Trip . . .

  by carefully faded in

  1. jw
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  i just had the strangest experience at the dentist.

  i went to have a cavity filled and the dentist gave me nitrous - as usual.

  i have taken nitrous at the dentist many times with really good results.

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  I just had the strangest experience at the dentist. I went to have a cavity filled and the dentist gave me nitrous - as usual. I have taken nitrous at the dentist many times with really good results. In fact, nitrous has turned me from being extremely afraid of going to the dentist, to a person who looks forward to fillings because I get to have a little nitrous - and enjoy a legal high.

  But this time, the effects hit me almost immediately (within two breaths) and I was tripping hard! I remember noticing the tiles on the ceiling looked like the ones at my orthodontist's office (from when I was about 13). Then my life experiences literally flashed before me in what seemed like 10 seconds and then it was as though I came from the sky and landed in my orthodontist's chair. The weird part was that I had this ephiphany that was so real . . . .It was as though the effects of the drug wore off, I was thinking clearly again, and that I "realized" I was still a 13 year old, and that I had only imagined all my life experiences (from 13 until present) while on nitrous sitting in my orthodontist's chair. It's hard to explain . . .

  Then I hear my dentist repeating my name over and over again, but I couldn't come out of it. He was calling my name for quite a while, but I could barely move and I couldn't respond. I felt extremely nausous and finally signaled that I wanted the nitrous turned off. Then he was calling my name again. 'The weird part was he had only just started the filling. I told him I didn't want anymore nitrous - and went through the filling process half in and out of consciousness.

  When he was done, I was a little more coherent and asked him what happened. He said my eyes had glossed over and that he thinks I fainted. We talked about how I never had this reaction to nitrous before, and he told me that he gave me the same amount as usual. In fact, he said he had taken it down to the lowest setting and I was still too out of it. He explained that nitrous reacts differently on different people and differently each time you take it. If you're under a lot of stress, or your metabolism is high, you could be more sensitive to it.

  Anyway, I've been home now for about an hour and I'm still pretty queasy.

  Has anyone else had weird experiences on nitrous? I'm afraid to use it again!
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  Bed wetting?

  by got my forty homey? in

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  any one in here who was raised as a jw ever have a problem with bed wetting growing up?

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  I was a serious bedwetter until I was 14. Sleep-overs were the worst!
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  Flashing and Society rules.

  by caspian in

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  last year, we had a strange one at bethel.

  a bro used to go on the adult chat channels, and send web cams of himself aroused for all to see.

  any a little while later he sold his computer a bro and sis thinking that he had erased all the pictures.

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